Proms over
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
heya i think i will be one of the first to blog bout prom nite since most of them are enjoying themselves at Chinablack till bout 4 am or have some post prom activity
hm what can i say
girls are smoking hot, guys are cool
one of my guy classmates
real cool!!!!!!!
looks like a gothic vampire
well sort of
u have to c him to believe it
the other resembles greendays lead singer
minus the eyeliner, funky hairstyle
during prom, u get to c all the couple out there
heh lucky guys and gals
treasure each others companionship!!
indeed the girls look gorgeous in their dresses which accentuate their curves and
emits a sense of elegance coupled with sex appeal
eye candy is the appropriate word
the epitomy of a womens beauty that radiates from her
sparkling accesorrries topped up with appropriate makeup bring up
the swan within
ai ........
to put in in simple terms
they are super CHIO AR
wau lau ......... some of the outfits
downright
SEXY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chio
beautiful
graceful
kawaii
okiez enough
well the food was alrite, just that i dont usually like to eat course dinners since they drag for so long. Lucky draw prizes are attractive
psp, xbox, digicams just to name a few
boo hoo i didnt get anithing
i want a psp
oh the school invited some rock band to play music
they sure can rock the place........... " sweet child of mine"-guns and roses
oh this is one of the few times u will see bro paul
in a tie and suit
looks much better than his usual white robe
with the end of grad nite signals the really official end of jc life
considered ex-cjian now
funni 2 years pass amazing fast
de javu, i feel as though sec 4 was not too far away
when i left an all boys environment and went to a co-ed school
seems like a lot of change
they say that change is constant
the only thing that remains constant
are memories both bitter and sweet
so i shall try to acquire more happy memories
hasta la vista
off to bed soon after i take a bath
and think about all the chio girls
hey! its not what u think ar
dun get ani thoughts!!!!!!!
12:36:00 AM
way away
Sunday, November 27, 2005
and so close to one week of holidays has passed
eating out quite often ,
met up with some of my cca mates , had a good time catching up , eating ,toking cock, going arcade
watched potter film at last , i like the film though i dont read the books
its nice seeing the characters grow up
saw line dancing at esplanade, took a pic of the merlion vommitting at nite
the esplanade is really a nice place to be at nite
look at all the couples around
so romantic, the nite view is nice too
play arcade games for the first time in a year plus, argh i still want to try maximum tune 2 looks damn nice to play....., but not all arcades have it,
i'm still waiting for need for speed most wanted for the playstation2, argh i c the xbox version and psp version all out already.................. heart pain ar..........frustration, looking at it just makes the wait more agonising
bought gatsby hair dye but i have yet to dye my hair
becos its rusty ash colour, i think the changes should i dye my hair would be subtle
initially i was thinking of a more outstanding colour like gold or red
but i duwan unecessary attention
bought inital d collection today , first,second, third, extra stage
woohoo finally can watch more drifting action, kaoz watch until so excited, heart beating so fast,
i guess i really want to try drifting when i grow older ( hm S 15 silvia................. drools)
but its illegal
guess i will have to go and pass my licence first which i have no intention of taking until
around early 2007
i realise something that i have felt for a looooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnngggggg time
yupx basically when u are with ur friends, u dont really care much about time passing cos u got their company and ur minds occupied
but when u are alone, then the concept of time hits u more
thoughts start to wonder in ur head
one thing that plagues me at nite when i try to doze off into slumberland
it seems deep down the 3456 layers of my subconsciousness
i wont be satisfied until i have gotten sweet revenge
i noe that revenge is morally unhealthy, yet i wont be able to satisfy my savage side which is crying out for 'blood'
why..............i find it so hard to forgive and forget
okay maybe over time i will forget, but forgive
that will take longer
nothing fuels me more than the power of anger, angst, jealousy
the dark side of humans ......... sadly sometimes it overtakes me at times of fury
well most of the past couple of days are fine...... just that the dark side comes out occasionally
the power of emotions
can empower u or destroy u
food for thought
okay another thing thats bothering me is prom nite
i just have the feeling that it wont be that enjoyable
in my opinion prom nite is overly hyped and unlikely to rememble those fairy tale stories
that are associated with prom
well and my dress.........is going to look so not formal........yeah jeans and sneakers anione?
alrite......... i shall get back to try to enjoy the freedom away from school
9:52:00 PM
Demented post
Monday, November 21, 2005
A levels are over
yeah
should i celebrate?
yes and no
Yes cos exams are over
12 years of studying are finally history
No? ................well due to a multitude of reasons
why is it i can never be satisfied with what i have
why cant i get inner peace
why do i keep on getting vile thoughts on extracting revenge in the cruelest manners
why i am thinking in this twisted manner
SIAN
ARGH
WHatever
9:50:00 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
its funni how sitting in a room scribbling on paper for 3 hours can cause u to feel so
down
and gives you that lousy feeling in the back of your brain
your heart yearns to scream your lungs out
yet u hold your impulses to yourself
that feeling places a strain on ur sanity
deep down inside u try to suppress it
well i am glad paper 3 for history is over and done with
the journey is nearing the end
absolute freedom awaits come monday
11:15:00 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Two words
major fluke
maths is a gone case now, i pray for just a pass to appear on my A level cert
now i JUST have to vanquish a ton of vile and frustrated thoughts stuck at the back of my brain
i want a magic button that makes angerand sadness go away immediately
not linger in the back of ur mind and corroding the will to continue studying
12:22:00 PM
A levels
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
before u noe it , it has arrived..........
13 hours to my first paper
maths c paper1 at 1400 on 8th nov 2005
cant say i am totally prepared
i just want to get it over and done with
have to watch out for careless mistakes
by the end of this week i can say bye bye to maths and gp
...............
180 mins to decide your future
500+ days of going to skool just for 6 days of exams
i keep my fingers crossed , hope for the best and dun look back
best of luck to all O/A/ Uni candidates having the exams now
1:17:00 AM
November
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
oct comes to an end
halloween has passed
a new month arises
hm bout 8 days or so to the first paper
maths
status quo:
hard to define
in a muddled mess
doing econs makes me realise how much there is to catch up on especially on mcqs
man my mind is wondering all over the place
should focus thoughts on studying
but the mere thought of it
just triggers of siansation
must try to keep calm
though the thought of just throwing everything to one corner looks appealing
by the way try watching the legend of zorro
its not bad in my opinion,
action comedy blended well together
song from down under by identical twins
The veronicas- 4ever
Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don’t really care
Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let them say what their gonna say
But tonight I just don’t really care
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever Let me show you all the things that we could do You know you wanna be together And I wanna spend the night with you With you Come with me tonight We could make the night last forever Ive seen it all I’ve got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me lets leave it all behind tonight
Like we just don’t care
Let me take you on the ride of your life
That’s what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say cuz tonight
I just don’t even care
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever Let me show you all the things that we could do You know you wanna be together And I wanna spend the night with you With you Come with me tonight We could make the night last forever Lets pretend your mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah
You got what I like You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh come on
Just one taste and you’ll want more
So tell me what your waiting for
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
12:17:00 AM
